Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Being Better For The 100

There are actually 101 subscribers now. Regardless, it feels more real now. I know it's not a lot. Trust me. I know. But I remember being excited about 50 subs. I remember thinking how wonderful it is to have 50 people that are interested in something I'm doing. That feeling still remains. Except it's a little different. I feel like I owe it to you all to be making videos now. Especially the people who are constantly watching, commenting, and liking every video I upload.
How do I put this in a way for everyone to understand...
It's like, I spend hours doing this. Playing and recording the video game, editing the video, rendering the video, and uploading the video. It's unreal actually how much time is put into making one 10 minute video. Then you watch it. You take 10 minutes out of your day to watch some idiot girl play some idiot game. But those 10 minutes that you spend watching my idiot video makes all those idiot hours I spend on it worth it. Does that make any sense at all? I have no idea.
Let me try this way...
I've got the chance to talk to many of you. You're all wonderful and understanding people. Many of you are a lot like me in many ways that I don't show you. I've had some of you tell me that my videos make your day. That you were in a bad mood and then you watched a video and you felt better. Me.? Me. ME!? I make your day. With one video. Do you even know how incredibly great that makes me feel? Because I still don't believe it. Because YOU ALL make MY days. I'm sad sometimes and you guys make it better. And to think that I can do the same for you is why I feel I owe you all the videos in the world. It's why I try to make my videos better. It's why I apologize thousands of times when I miss some days.
Anyways, I've said it before and I'm sure you're sick of it... but thank you. Thank you so much. For everything. For watching, subscribing, liking, commenting, and most of all for caring. Thank you for caring so much that I have messages asking if everything is okay. Thank you for caring so much that I can't even go on Steam anymore because I get so many "hellos" that my computer freaks out a little bit. Thank you for caring so much that I can now say I have over 100 friends. Because you are. You are all my friends. And while we may never meet in person, if we meet at all, I still consider you a friend.


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